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Sunday, November 19th, 2006
1:19 pm	Go to sleep my little baby. Go to sleep my little baby. Your momma's gone away and your daddy's gone to stay, didn't leave nobody but the baby. Go to sleep my little baby. Go to sleep my little baby. Everybody's gone in the cotton and corn, didn't leave nobody but the baby. You're a sweet little baby. You're a sweet little baby. Honey in the rock and the sugar don't stop. Gonna bring a bottle to the baby. Don't you weep little baby. Don't you weep little baby. She's long gone with the red shoes on. Gonna meet another lovin' baby. Go to sleep you little baby. Go to sleep you little baby. You and me and the devil makes three. Don't need no other lovin' baby. Go to sleep you little baby. Go to sleep you little baby. Come and lay your bones on the alabaste stones and be my ever lovin' baby. To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So, would I be out of line if I said I miss you? I see your picture. I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again, whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care. And I miss you I go through these bouts of missing you. And it's hard to believe that I haven't spoken to you in over a year. A year. That hurts. I don't care how you feel, really. You could love me with all your being. But I feel like my best friend has died. Like I'll never be able to speak to you again. I feel like something has been ripped out of my heart. I leep having to remind myself that you never really cared about who you hurt. I even remember you saying that you kept hurting people and you didn''t know how to stop. You begged me for help and I felt pathetic because I couldn't. I felt like such a bad person for it, but now, after all that has happened, I don't care. I miss you so much and having to be happy and nonchalant about you not being here really kills me. I can't keep crying over you. I can't expect to wait for you. I can't expect you to wait for me. I'm going far away from you. I don't know where. I hope you forget me. And I hope I forget you. And with that, she closed the door... and made it wait for another time to be opened. Current Mood: Hurt. Lonely. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
7:38 pm	The room was bright and filled with all the things she didn't want to feel. Her mood was dark, cold, and bitter. She didn't want to think about anything. She felt numb. She wanted to go backwards in time. Not to the beginning of the year but to the beginning of her life as most people had seen it. She anted so desperately to relive and rethink what she had done. Not to change what she did, but to be prepared for the heartbreak and backstabbing that had happened in the last five years of her life. She walked over to the record player and played the opera closest to her. She sat in the easy chair, the one he always hated, and closed her eyes... Behind those eyelids she entered a world that she knew existed somewhere, but she had lost her way a long time ago. Call me. I need a phone call. Current Mood: numb Current Music: ... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
1:19 am	I will re-state what I said in the last post: I never update in this lj. I should be sleeping. But I'm too high on life (and veggies and coffee) right now that I can't sleep. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
9:35 pm	Wow. I never update in this one. If you didn't aready know, my other name is Carouseldreamer, which I update a hell of a lot more than this one. School is fun. I'm tired. I need to do work. I heart Laura Hudson. I miss Megan B. And Megan P. And Heather K. And everyone who went to college. And other schools. Like me. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Too Much in Love To Care- Sunset Blvd. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
4:36 pm	( Got bored ) Hello. Current Music: I Want Candy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
12:14 am	God, please help all of the people in New Orleans. Please make them okay. Save Cafe Du Monde. Oh my Goodness. I hate this part of the country. I think I've seen two hurricanes get anywhere close to Jersey in my life. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: No one Mourns the Wicked- Wicked (Comment on this)
Monday, August 22nd, 2005
5:23 am	Not tired, not awake. This is one effing ungodly hour. Not much to update about. I suppose I'm updating for the sake of updating. I need to get more Brush Ups. And the sweater I'm wearing is cute... Current Mood: Impressed I'm Awake Current Music: Love Song- Pippin (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 18th, 2005
12:18 am	( Quiz stolen from Lauren Kelly ) I have an army jacket. Love. Current Mood: drunk Current Music: Sweet Sellout- Lita Gray (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
4:04 pm	Not much new on the homefront. Got a new bathing suit, which I will use in apporximately fifteen minutes. And I'm becoming addicted to the sandwhiches at 7-11. Okay... (Comment on this)
Friday, August 5th, 2005
2:16 pm	Schedule fixed. Good. Got my books. Got my schedule. Got papers on clubs. I'll probably do soccer this year. Going to see Vaudeville Sunday. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Seven Days and Seven Nights- Christina help me on this one (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
11:06 am	Okay. Booker messed up my schedule. Damn them. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
12:22 am	( My stress ball ) I needed that. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Go To Sleep- O Brother Wher Art Thou? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
12:13 am	Nothing Lasts forever ( Megan needs a life... and so do I ) So we went to the international mall today. That was fun. Saw Ms. Chick the minute we got there. Then after we left we went to the Outlet mall for a backpack and stopped at Rue 21 to see Alyssa. Then went to Sonic and ended up seeing Mike and Jeff. Too many people, but it was fun. I want a chair massager for my birthday. Or a chiar with it built in. I sat in one at the Discovery Channel store (after drooling over a yellow jersey) and died and went to heaven. Current Mood: flirty Current Music: All the Lonely People- Beatles (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
1:49 am	Not really ready for school yet. Luckily I still have about 12 or so days until the day of. And pathtic little old me knows what I'm wearing on the first day. Minus shoes, underwear and a bra. I need sleep. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Bring on the Men- Jekyll And Hyde (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
12:29 am	Which HP Kid Are You? Okay sure. Whatever. And the saga continues Current Music: Since You've Been gone- No ide (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
1:33 am	Your Power Color Is Indigo At Your Highest: You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you. At Your Lowest: You require a lot of attention and praise. In Love: You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are. How You're Attractive: You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic. Your Eternal Question: "Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" What's Your Power Color? I think that I should get a job at Coldstone. Mom thinks it's too far away. Does anyone know the distnce from the apartment to Booker? It's barely 10 minutes. Then maybe another five to ten minutes depending on traffic to Coldstone. That's like saying me working at Disney on the weekend is close. Bah. Okay. A bit tired. going to sleep in a bit. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: Seven Years- Norah Jones (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
12:27 am	You wish to go to the Festival? So I saw Charlie last night in Sarasota at Hollywood 20. It was a cute movie. Johnny Depp won't get an award for this one, but oh well. There was a really cute guy there that I could not stop blushing at. He was cute. He was looking at me, but I probably had a fuzz in my hair or something. I need to go clothes shopping. Planning on going to Bealls, the Outlet, Ross and Marshalls. I love Harry Potter. It was such a good book. I got a little misty at parts. "I had a brother? No. But you had a sister." I have no idea what I'm going to do about school supplies this year. I want cute stuff but nothing too... frilly. Something sophisticated but not too nerdy. Straight through the woods and don't delay. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Last Midnight- Into the Woods (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
1:52 pm	A Little Girl with Nothing Wrong is All Alone I hate being in a show, but not being able to be in it. I should be grateful just to teching Footloose, but people ask me (people in the show, mind you) when I'm going into the show. I hate saying "I Don't Know" because I feel useless. Grrr. I'm starting to wish I had auditioned for Pippin/BatBoy, but I'm glad I didn't kind of. I can still have a chance of doing Mattress at Booker and possibly Beauty and the Beast. Mom keeps telling me I can only do it if I get a role because it's too far for her to drive. It isn't too far when she's doing the show too, but it's too far when it's just me. Oh well. Typical Scorpio. The Walker's come back Saturday. Somewhat upsetting because I really love their cats. Crapjust got Soda on my pants. ( And now for lyrics that I've fallen in love with... ) Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Seven Years- Norah Jones (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
3:12 pm	Il televiseur est beau. I didn't know a T.V. could be handsome. So I went to the library to get books and came outwith one book and a French wokbook. At least this way I can still keep up with a little French. I'm dissapointed in Raven. Not quite sure why, I just am for a little while. And Claire, I tried calling the new Celly phone but it came up out of order or something. Okay time for travelling to Sarasota. Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Le Monde est Stone- Garou (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
3:32 pm	You're breaking my heart ( So bored ) Current Music: If I didn't belive in you- Last Five Years (Comment on this)